New Day, New Life?

Does ist ever happen to you that you woke up in the mornig and thought: "This day ist the first day of my new life." To me this happend some weeks ago. I feel that something has changed, so I do not look back to the past. It's over and it's gone. Therfore I decided to start a new chapter in my life. But in fact it is more than a new chapter, it feels like a new life. My "old" personality seems to change to a new "ME". I am really thankfull for that, because I did not like much about my past beeing. For now I don't know where the journey will go, but it has sarted yet. I really like this Idea of a "new life" because it has a little bit of the idea to forget the past years, or to live now if the never had existed. It's a second chance for me, perhaps the only one I would ever get.

A Midsummer Night's Dream

How happy some o'er other some can be! 
Through Athens I am thought as fair as she.
But what of that? Demetrius thinks not so;
He will not know what all but he do know: 
And as he errs, doting on Hermia's eyes,
So I, admiring of his qualities:
Things base and vile, folding no quantity,
Love can transpose to form and dignity:
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is wing'd Cupid painted blind:
Nor hath Love's mind of any judgement taste;
Wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste:
And therefore is Love said to be a child,
Because in choice he is so oft beguiled. 
As waggish boys in game themselves forswear,
So the boy Love is perjured every where:
For ere Demetrius look'd on Hermia's eyne,
He hail'd down oaths that he was only mine;
And when this hail some heat from Hermia felt, 
So he dissolved, and showers of oaths did melt.
I will go tell him of fair Hermia's flight:
Then to the wood will he to-morrow night
Pursue her; and for this intelligence
If I have thanks, it is a dear expense: 
But herein mean I to enrich my pain,
To have his sight thither and back again.

Candyfloss in my Mind

Falco - Out of the Dark

In the last days I felt a little bit as if there was candyfloss allover in my brain. A really strange feeling. Annother weekend is coming up and I ask myself, where all the time has gone. There's so much to do, so many things to consider. In the moment I don't feel very well because headache and some kind subliminal sickness have been bothering me since Monday this week.  My general practitioner was not very helpfull because he only supposed all this is caused by the instabele weather conditions we have these days. Hopefully this is allover soon. My To-Do-List seems to get longer and even longer from day to day and I try to do my best to finish all my work accurate and in time if somehow possible.