Daydreamer

Do you know these days where your thoughts are thoughts are just fading away? Yesterday it was very hard for me to fix any thought. I was thinking a lot about the question, who I am and who I want to be. The pitty is, i did not find any answer, but even more questions.

New Day, New Life?

Does ist ever happen to you that you woke up in the mornig and thought: "This day ist the first day of my new life." To me this happend some weeks ago. I feel that something has changed, so I do not look back to the past. It's over and it's gone. Therfore I decided to start a new chapter in my life. But in fact it is more than a new chapter, it feels like a new life. My "old" personality seems to change to a new "ME". I am really thankfull for that, because I did not like much about my past beeing. For now I don't know where the journey will go, but it has sarted yet. I really like this Idea of a "new life" because it has a little bit of the idea to forget the past years, or to live now if the never had existed. It's a second chance for me, perhaps the only one I would ever get.

Candyfloss in my Mind

Falco - Out of the Dark

In the last days I felt a little bit as if there was candyfloss allover in my brain. A really strange feeling. Annother weekend is coming up and I ask myself, where all the time has gone. There's so much to do, so many things to consider. In the moment I don't feel very well because headache and some kind subliminal sickness have been bothering me since Monday this week.  My general practitioner was not very helpfull because he only supposed all this is caused by the instabele weather conditions we have these days. Hopefully this is allover soon. My To-Do-List seems to get longer and even longer from day to day and I try to do my best to finish all my work accurate and in time if somehow possible.

Sunday afternoon

Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger

Today the weather is lovely. The rain has gone and the sun is shining. Both have positive effects to my mind. I feel that I have more energy for the daily issues. Later on I will go for a walk with one of my best friends Anita. I'm really looking foreward to it. Some lane further there is a big street-party today. The music must be quite loud, because I can listen to it even here on my balcony. It's this kind of folkloristic party music that i don't like very much. Perhaps we take a glance and have some fun there. 

umbrella girl

RHIANNA - UMBRELLA (Orange Version) ft. Jaw-Z

It's a rainy day. Usually I avoid to go outside, when it's raining but to day i fell like dancing in the rain. Maybe I'll do it later this day.  I like the air's smell at a summer rain. Just feel great today. 

Quite perfect to start my first blog project in English. I forgot who much work it is to create a new design by youreself. I hope you like it. Enjoy reading.